all my lies

back today to tell you about this:

that moment when you're actually tempted to show people pics of Tom Hardy and say he's your bf

i'v actually considered doing this before with a different person, but i've never been this close to doing it. this is the state of my life.

mood: in-diff-er-ent
listening to: tabre's assorted singing

doodle doo

i know i have neglected my blogging duties for this month, but to be honest, ire ally don't have much to write since i'm out of school. i'm currently spending some quality time at my dad's, and i've been hanging out at my aunt's house with my sister for her babysitting job. good fun. besides that, and working on story stuff, i haven't been up to much.

so um, here's a pottermore survey i got from hayley (sorry there's no segway):

What's your Pottermore username? FlooQueen161
What House do you think it sounds like? doesn't sound like any particular house actually.
What House do you want to be in? i want to be in ravenclaw, but i won't be too upset if i get something else. unless it's slytherin, i don't want slytherin.
Does your username relate to you at all? not one bit.
What kind of wand would you wish to get? i want something pretty. i wish i could get one that has flowers carved on it with the petals tinted, but i doubt they make wands like that.
Are you pure, half-blooded or Muggle born? i'm a half-blood. my mom's a squib and my dad's a muggle-born (weird, i know)
Which day did you get into Pottermore? the last day.
What shape is your Patronus? um, some type of dinosaur. not sure which species
What does your boggart look like? a zombie. no specific person, just a gory, gnarly zombie. ugh.
Would you rather be an Animagus or a Matamorphmagus either one would be nice.
If you were an Animagus, what animal would you be? maybe a jaguar, or a leopard.

and there's that. i'm actually surprised that people aren't upset with me. a lot of people stayed up until the most ungodly hours of the morning to get in, while i just happened to see the clue, thought 'why not?' and waltzed on in the middle of the afternoon.

but yeah. and once again, i apologise for my boring.

mood: muh
listening to- food being made
chapter- same as last time, because i didn't bring the flipping book!

i'm back again

i know i wrote a post for today, but i need to talk about some story things.

so i was thinking about how ridiculous it is that i need to 'make it up' to myself for not being able to make a story i want to do. i was mostly thinking about how i put two new characters in inception because i couldn't do the departed. because of my habit of having story ideas and then dumping them and keeping the characters, i had a character that looked like Mark Whalberg, so i made one that looks like Matt Damon and went on with it. it wasn't until now that i noticed how weird that is, but then i noticed that i had the Matt Damon look alike married to a Vera Farmiga look alike. i don't know why i do this, even when it does work out.

and that's today's fan work problem.

mood: generally happy
listening to: The Change-Up review

remember bloda?

well well well, what do we have here? i seemed to forget that august started on monday, and that i had some blogging to do. so i guess bloda was a good idea. anyways, i don't really have much else to say, so i'm gonna go now.

mood: blergh
listening to: clifford
chapter: GoF, 20

:/

so i'm starting to have second thoughts about BEDA. i haven't posted much in the last few months, especially this month. i'm thinking about going for BLODA instead (blog lots of days in august). that might be the better option. hopefully i can do it, but i'll so what happens

mood: nothing
listening to: Bratz High School Diaries

so

um... i don't have a lot to say...but here's a list:

- saw DH part 2. i cried. not almost cried, actually tears falling on my face, crying.
- watched half of GoF, almost burst into tears anytime someone did a killing curse or Ron and Harry got into an argument
- had some dreams.

so, the dreams:
-i had another black swan dream... i think. i'm not sure if i was think about my own story or if i was sleep because i was that early in the morning.
-i dueled with Narcissa Malfoy and i swear she was invincible.

and i've decided that i'm definitely doing BEDA, which is good, seeing as it starts in a week and a half.

and as a closer, here's something from my 100 facts tag:

73. i sometimes like to think that maybe snape put up a front for all those years
because maybe after a while he didn’t really hate Harry, but he couldn’t drop the facade because no one would never believe he’d have a change of heart after all those years.

mood: in-diff-er-ent
listening to: nothing D:

hello

i'll be leaving for florida in 4 days, and i'm not taking my computer, so i decided to write a blog post before i go.
the last time i was here, i was having a slight identity crisis, all caused by a sorting hat quiz sorting me into gryffindor, even though i'm a ravenclaw. now... i'm fine... which is good.
here's somethings i've done
- watched Tron: Legacy (on two separate occasions)
- used that picture frame that's been sitting in my room for who knows how long
- hung up my posters, which have been sitting in my room for who knows how long
- had a dream about Garrett Hedlund that i brought upon myself that i don't want to talk about
- watched some fireworks

and for fun, here's some HP things from my tumblr:

it’s crazy how, in the book, Harry has green eyes and Voldemort has red eyes, and red and green are opposite each other on the six-piece color wheel. it makes sense because they’re opposites of each other.
however, i also find it crazy that in the movie Harry and Voldemort’s eyes are the same color. even though i don’t think it was intentional, i feel like it could be a physical sign of how they’re connected, seeing as Voldemort has Harry’s blood in him.

and more about Harry's eyes

while we're on the subject of Harry's eyes
or rather, while i’m on the subject of Harry’s eyes, how crazy would it be if Voldemort’s eyes really were blue because he had Harry’s blood in him? just imagine seeing your worst enemy rise up in front of you and he has your eyes. like, the only things to you have to remind you of your mom are pictures and the fact that you have the same eye, and now Voldemort has them too.
also, bookwise, the colors of the spells each of them use in the final battle is the color of the other’s eyes.

i hope that was fun for you. i'll be going now. see you when i get back

mood: in-diff-er-ent
listening to: clifford the big red dog