okay here's some updates of my life

• it been exactly a month since i had stopped watching mw 3 and i've only watched 3 more levels
• i never got back to game of thrones
• i still haven't read the last two books in the hunger games series
• i haven't finished the harry potter book i'm on
• i'm doing NaNoWriMo

so there's that. i'm not doing much right now but i am happy so it's alright

i know i haven't posted in a while so here's a link to watch azumanga daioh
http://www.animefreak.tv/watch/azumanga-daioh-english-dubbed-online-free
it's very good

dumb

do you know that i started modern warfare 3? like, for real this time. but i got to level 6? or so and i stopped because i didn't like the way it was making me feel. like, i love call of duty a lot, but it has a tendency to make me feel miserable. and not just during the game, after it ends too.

okay here's a comparison: deathly hallows part 2 makes me miserable. like i actually cry and all the works. BUT!! it has an ending that makes me really happy, so it's okay. of the four call of duty games i've seen, three of the leave me worse off then i started, and one didn't really make me feel anything (the first modern warfare). black ops is the worst offender, but that's because i'm so attached to the main character.

but yeah i still haven't finished it, and i thing i might abandon it for a game that makes me less sad, like silent hill

mood: okay
listening to: joseph birdsong

some updates

• i tried to start modern warfare 3 again and i just couldn't
• i want to see the dark knight rises again, because i want to watch the dark knight sometime soon and i'm afraid i won't want to see it again after that
• i finished the main story of endless ocean 2
• i also need to watch batman begins again. and in one sitting this time

that's about it. i haven't made a list like that in a while!

i start school next thursday so maybe i'll start making more posts here? let's hope so.

mood: hey
watching: conan

hm

remember this?

i don't really understand why i've slowed down watching game of thrones but the further i get into the series the worse my apprehension got. like, when  i first started i watched the first episode and half of the second on the same day. i'm now on the 6th (?) episode and i've only seen half of it. and that was a week ago.

yeah well, it got worse. i've actually straight up quit the show because i can't take it anymore. i was almost in tears over a scene between joffrey and sansa and that was the final straw. i convinced myself to do one more to end on a better note but i'm probably not going back into it unless i decide to read the books or have a change of hearts. after seven episodes too.

in other news, i saw the dark knight rises last wednesday and i loved it. when i came out of the theatre i was positive that, and i quote, 'i'll watch this as much as i watch the dark knight when it comes out!'. looking back, that probably won't happen. i mean, i loved the movie a lot and i'm still thinking about it almost a week on but i'm positive that i won't watch it as much as the dark knight. by the same token, i'm not gonna not watch it except as background light when i sleep like i do with batman begins.

in other other news: i finally got around to watching the original modern warfare. it was good. i didn't like it as much as mw3 or black ops, which i've also watched again recently. i didn't cry during either, surprisingly

mood: good
watching: mythbusters

note: i've started reading blogging the hunger games on zach little's blog so here's a link to that

(game of thrones spoilers)

over the summer i've been trying to do some things to make myself get off the computer for a few hours. initially i had started watching game of thrones, as well as starting tron uprising (though i'd been planning on doing this for a while). after a while i noticed that tron is the only thing i kept watching consistently. i don't really understand why i've slowed down watching game of thrones but the further i get into the series the worse my apprehension got. like, when  i first started i watched the first episode and half of the second on the same day. i'm now on the 6th (?) episode and i've only seen half of it. and that was a week ago. and i actually made it worse by spoiling things for myself by reading the tvtropes pages for the books. i know i'm afraid of getting attached to the characters but it's not like i'm gonna skip out on seeing the dark knight rises because i don't want to see the characters get hurt. 


i noticed that i did a similar after i read the hunger games. the book ends on a slightly bittersweet, but altogether happy note. i knew that things would get shitty in catching fire and at the time i refused to start it because i didn't want to ruin the moment. i figure it's the same thing except instead of getting to the end of the first season and not wanting to ruin the end, i'm trying to savor the calm before the storm (storm= ned stark's death). sometimes i wish got had come out before i became more emotionally available, because i'd be waiting for season three like everyone else, or at least on the second season.


sorry about the long ranty post and the long absence. this has been bothering me for a while and i wanted to say something about it. i probably won;t be posting much more because i'm on vacation right now


mood: generally happy but also a bit nauseous idk
listening to: Let's Play- Cry of Fear

here with more lp recs!

amnesia the dark descent (mangaminx)
assassin's creed revelations (hankgames)
links to the uncharted walkthrough in my other posts. i encourage you to check out other stuff on those two channels as well (you might remember minx from the silent hill lp)

mood: good
listening to: Jaaam- pogo