i'm back again

i know i wrote a post for today, but i need to talk about some story things.

so i was thinking about how ridiculous it is that i need to 'make it up' to myself for not being able to make a story i want to do. i was mostly thinking about how i put two new characters in inception because i couldn't do the departed. because of my habit of having story ideas and then dumping them and keeping the characters, i had a character that looked like Mark Whalberg, so i made one that looks like Matt Damon and went on with it. it wasn't until now that i noticed how weird that is, but then i noticed that i had the Matt Damon look alike married to a Vera Farmiga look alike. i don't know why i do this, even when it does work out.

and that's today's fan work problem.

mood: generally happy
listening to: The Change-Up review

remember bloda?

well well well, what do we have here? i seemed to forget that august started on monday, and that i had some blogging to do. so i guess bloda was a good idea. anyways, i don't really have much else to say, so i'm gonna go now.

mood: blergh
listening to: clifford
chapter: GoF, 20

:/

so i'm starting to have second thoughts about BEDA. i haven't posted much in the last few months, especially this month. i'm thinking about going for BLODA instead (blog lots of days in august). that might be the better option. hopefully i can do it, but i'll so what happens

mood: nothing
listening to: Bratz High School Diaries

so

um... i don't have a lot to say...but here's a list:

- saw DH part 2. i cried. not almost cried, actually tears falling on my face, crying.
- watched half of GoF, almost burst into tears anytime someone did a killing curse or Ron and Harry got into an argument
- had some dreams.

so, the dreams:
-i had another black swan dream... i think. i'm not sure if i was think about my own story or if i was sleep because i was that early in the morning.
-i dueled with Narcissa Malfoy and i swear she was invincible.

and i've decided that i'm definitely doing BEDA, which is good, seeing as it starts in a week and a half.

and as a closer, here's something from my 100 facts tag:

73. i sometimes like to think that maybe snape put up a front for all those years
because maybe after a while he didn’t really hate Harry, but he couldn’t drop the facade because no one would never believe he’d have a change of heart after all those years.

mood: in-diff-er-ent
listening to: nothing D:

hello

i'll be leaving for florida in 4 days, and i'm not taking my computer, so i decided to write a blog post before i go.
the last time i was here, i was having a slight identity crisis, all caused by a sorting hat quiz sorting me into gryffindor, even though i'm a ravenclaw. now... i'm fine... which is good.
here's somethings i've done
- watched Tron: Legacy (on two separate occasions)
- used that picture frame that's been sitting in my room for who knows how long
- hung up my posters, which have been sitting in my room for who knows how long
- had a dream about Garrett Hedlund that i brought upon myself that i don't want to talk about
- watched some fireworks

and for fun, here's some HP things from my tumblr:

it’s crazy how, in the book, Harry has green eyes and Voldemort has red eyes, and red and green are opposite each other on the six-piece color wheel. it makes sense because they’re opposites of each other.
however, i also find it crazy that in the movie Harry and Voldemort’s eyes are the same color. even though i don’t think it was intentional, i feel like it could be a physical sign of how they’re connected, seeing as Voldemort has Harry’s blood in him.

and more about Harry's eyes

while we're on the subject of Harry's eyes
or rather, while i’m on the subject of Harry’s eyes, how crazy would it be if Voldemort’s eyes really were blue because he had Harry’s blood in him? just imagine seeing your worst enemy rise up in front of you and he has your eyes. like, the only things to you have to remind you of your mom are pictures and the fact that you have the same eye, and now Voldemort has them too.
also, bookwise, the colors of the spells each of them use in the final battle is the color of the other’s eyes.

i hope that was fun for you. i'll be going now. see you when i get back

mood: in-diff-er-ent
listening to: clifford the big red dog

harry potter-y things and self discovery

so i posted this on tumblr:
"so, i started thinking about my life and it has occurred to me that the people that i’ve been through the most stuff with, had the good times and the bad times with, have dealt with the bullshit with, and consider my closest friends, are fictional characters. i know more about them than i do about most of the people i know IRL. it’s kinda mind blowing. especially when i think about how hard it was for me to even write that. my mind is like “your bffs? fictional? stop playing”."

you know, it never actually occurred to me the impact HP has had on my life until this year. it hit me especially hard when i watched GoF back in april, and i almost cried after Cedric's death, despite rifftrax. i had never noticed how my HP memories blend in with IRL memories like there's no difference, and when it comes to school, my Hogwarts memories outnumber the public school ones.

it's safe to say that i lead a HP appreciation life now.

in other news:
- saw parts of inception again because it was on tv
- watched shutter island again. it's cool to watch it from the perspective of someone who knows the end result
- going to florida for with my family for the first time in 4 years :D
- still didn't finish Batman Begins
- probably gonna watch Tron: Legacy tonight. hopefully...
- had a lucid dream, but can't remember details
- finished PoA
- saw Wicked on broadway

so it looks like this absence was a little more eventful than my last.

mood: okay
listening to:lauradoestheastro
chapter: 4(5?), GoF

whoa!

hey guise! i haven't been here in a while. i guess this is time to tell you all what i've done since then:

-tumbl'd
- upgraded to google chrome
- watched HSM with rifftrax
- watched TDK with rifftrax
- tumbl'd
- saw Black Swan
- saw half of Fight Club
- oh, did i mention i tumbl'd?
so yeah, you'd think i would've done something interesting, but no, i haven't.
some other things ya'll might care about
- watched my first episode of supernatural
- watched episode 5x01 of doctor who, and parts of another episode from that season.
-still didn't finish Batman Begins


no good dreams to report. i think that's all. sorry for my boring-ness, i promise i'll try and make up for it for BEDA 2

mood: in-diff-er-ent
listening to: Ringo no Kimochi- Ringo Musume
chapter: PoA 9 or 10

update: oh yeah, my mom got plane tickets, so we're going to florida :D